DAY & DATE : Wednesday, November 09, 2005
if that is the case , i quit . dun talk to me i'm not your friend anyway , i'm just a howsun doll . wanna play then play . wanna talk then talk dun want , throw me like trash .. okay . since lifes has gone haywired and everything is in mess . dun blame yourself for that . IT'S MY FAULT so now , are you happy ? or you want my life ? well .. i can just die you know what ? i really felt like a failure . okay . lots of thing i can't do well . studies band - glockenspiel friends oh well .. everything is my fault . my fault , my fault . bull shit , my fault . that's what SUCKERS are for . blamed suckers whatever you have done wrong cause its sucker's fault MY FAULT . eekk .. pink .. no . purple ! yay ! like what yuqi said , sad . act happy ! but . deep in heart . SAD VERY SAD .. haiz . i can do NOTHING to change it . cause . its my fault yes .. i know . i'm blaming myself . but it's really my fault . cause . i'm so ^(@$(!@#^$*stupid#^*$&^#@(*&$^(*T%$(*^@!%$( $^@useless@%^$(%#@&*($&f$#$#%$@^$*(&^#@(*$^ $^#@*$^(*#@%($^!@*^)!&_&!#)$%being a trash can#)@^%& $#&*$^(*#@^$or a doll)*^@)*$&^#@*)&$^*&#@$(#@^)*$&^ !@~$*&!#%(*~^!*)#%~(%~(#%(&~@%^#)*&^)$^~)@*&^ #"~#:}{@>~}$#^$!@&)$@!>$}{!@so extra !@!^$(*&@$>>$#@!
well .. my fault.
how about this ?!
HOWSUN ROCK!
DON'T YOU AGREE ?! YOU HAVE NO CHOICE BUT TO SAY YEA !
howsun finish jotting down his notes at 11:14 PM
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