h o w s u n ((:

POET : MR TAN HOWSUN

THE SUPER BOY

name:
HOWSUN
;dawson mont jhune
superpercussionist
malletist
65% BLONDE 35% BITCH
JJC-ians
28th; Valeo
~~S12.~~ S18.
0801OG28
HAPPY KID
loves : silver , purple , black
PERFECTIONIST
IDEALIST
stress level : low,especiallynow
bilious
ex-HORNIST
pro - TAYPINGHUI(:
MALLETIST
SAINT of jurong
EXTRA paranoid
hyper
Candidate ~~0067~~ ~~08507~~ 0504 ((:
nonsencially-chatty
ALWAYS go for #01 / best
hot-tempered
ONE WITH MANY FACIAL EXPRESSIONS
confused
hay-wired person ?!
once a sri utama-ian
ShuQunites ; 4B graduates
NCO GRADUATE !
OBS GRADUATE !
libran - october

snoopyths1595 got their Neopet at http://www.neopets.com

THE BIRTHDAY CHART - october babies ((:

#01 zhangxuan - 01102007
#02 xinmin - 07102007
#03 yuxue - 08102007
#04 singyee - 11102007
#05 wilson - 12102007
#06 weiyang - 13102007
#07 clarence - 14102007
#08 clera - 14102007
#09 jiahui - 17102007
#10 sharon - 17102007
#11 yixuan - 18102007
#12 salina - 19102007
#13 huiying - 19102007
#14 mabelline - 20102007
#15 howsun - 20102007
#16 daniel - 21102007
#17 yvonne - 22102007
#18 yuting - 23102007
#19 joanne - 24102007
#20 yao zhong - 26102007
#21 jiaxian - 26102007
#22 kharmin - 27102007
#23 peishan - 27102007
#24 samantha - 29102007
#25 pierre png - 29102007
#26 ailing - 31102007

CHAPTER 15 : HOWSUN'S LIFE

NOTES :
maystar designs

DAY & DATE : Monday, February 06, 2006

depressed. loner . irritating boy. stressed .
soon . i would be .
no worries . i would definitely be in one day
i can feel liao .
the way she treat me now is different
she talked to me so coldly
anyway , i can't do anything also
then arh , i can't stand the schools
and teachers
i really wanna scribble my heart out
argh . i feel like very stupid
and very stressed and fcuked up
in the school lah
now about friends
friends are getting further and further apart
i'm not okay
there is no one i can turn to anyone when i stress
and some of friends i turned to
doesn't seems to trust me anymore
FURTHER APART AND not everybody can let me turned to
I'm so hais .
now i feel like , i had became a very bad and irritating
boy that runs around in school
like wah , suay . saw him again
FASTER HIDE
then also i feel very bad and sad and depressed
people dun trust me anymore
i'm so sad
teacher are against me
friends are against me
everybody everything in the world
everything everybody
everybody started to HATE HATE HATE me loh .
i damn sad lah
i'm now a normal irritating person in shuqun secondary
like you can be treated as spare tyre
and people dun really appreciate me
and tease me . say like so straightfoward loh
" hello , sissy boy . " mazlin heard it loh
i'm so sad lah . what if people call you names ?
sissy boy . eh sombomg . ='(
and although i dun show my anger in my action or behaviour
i am still very sad in my heart loh
it needs courage to overcome what people call you
and still able to walk around the school leh. damn sad
i'm very sad and hopeless .
hopeless
howsun
lonely idiot

how about this ?!
HOWSUN ROCK!
DON'T YOU AGREE ?! YOU HAVE NO CHOICE BUT TO SAY YEA !
howsun finish jotting down his notes at 9:12 PM