h o w s u n ((:

DAY & DATE : Thursday, February 16, 2006

four matters :
i) studies
ii) band
iii) others
iv) friends
first matter ,
about studies .
i really cannot make it loh .
i'm like worse than anything
i failed everything like dunno what shit .
and teacher still say i dun want to listen
go recess early .
that time i went recess early because i understand
but then until test , i forgot and failed to understand the question .
studies is the pure pressure .
i feel very sad about it loh . although i everytime smile .
I REALLY FAILED TO BE A STUDENT
SORE FAILURE ..
second matter ,
about band .
I'm very very sorry malcom and rose . my apologies .
i can't help the band and did not helped you two
and it makes me feel very damn bad loh .
i feel like crying now man . but can't
i have to remain strong . but i always failed to
SECOND FAILURE . FAILURE TO BECOME A COMMITEE .
DOUBLE FAILURE
third issue,
about others ,
which means there is other things
i maybe interferring too much
maybe i should bah .
fourth issue ,
is about friends loh
friends , erm . sorry .
let's drop the subject bah
SO TODAY IS A FAILURE DAY IN MY LIFE
TRIPLE FAILURE
FAILURE FAILURE FAILURE
FAILURE FAILURE
FAILURE
i also really want to apologies to :
xinmin ,
rose,
malcom ,
debra ,
yuqi ,
pebrianti ,
miss hong ,
mr liu ,
other teachers ,
and all others
xinmin - cause i didn't help and didn't do my job well enough and got you into trouble . sorry
rose - I'M VERY SORRY TO YOU . dissapointed you and because of me , you got scolding by mr er. sorry
malcom - I'M ALSO VERY SORRY TO YOU . also dissapointed you and also because of me , you got scolding . sorry .
debra - sorry for that incident in imm . sorry
yuqi - sorry . because never do good job . then run . sorry
pebrianti - sorry for answering the question wrongly .
miss hong - for did not become a good chairman and also in my studies . ( emaths , a maths , physics , chemistry , literature ) * maybe i not fit to be in 3B bah * ='( . sorry .
mr liu - sorry for writting stupid equations in the paper . sorry .
other teachers - i'm sorry that maybe i failed your test or maybe i didn't fulfil your requirement for me or as a student leader . sorry .
all others - sorry because i probably shouted at you guys or yelled at you . sorry .
A HUGE APOLOGIES TO EVERYONE ESPECIALLY FOR THOSE WHO I MENTION .
I'M VERY VERY VERY SORRY AND GUILTY .
sorry .
apologising , pressurise , sad day .
i'm sorry , everyone .
howsun ='(

how about this ?!
HOWSUN ROCK!
DON'T YOU AGREE ?! YOU HAVE NO CHOICE BUT TO SAY YEA !
howsun finish jotting down his notes at 9:41 PM