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DAY & DATE : Friday, June 16, 2006

hi . i'm here to blog .
i'm so so so so funny+ weird feeling
think i'm talking story ?

how you know ?! i'm gonna start new chapter soon ! (:
today's theme : recover
today, i'm gonna recover what are the major and minor happenings
that i didn't post .
that's why i'm here to RECOVER
firstly , this is not a major and also not minor happenings.
this is my comment . muahaha .
XINYI'S BLOG SO FUNNY . her other colour is like another person
talking to her .then she reply herself . SO FUNNY !!! wahahah ..
sad happening .
The band is closing down . the motivation is not there
is not much about the motivation , is the PRIDE AND SERIOUSNESS
go ask any member , have anyone been serious before ?!
there may be a few . but the minority can cause the majority to fall
i'm quite serious in band . although i can't play well like other sec 3s ,
but i can tell you that i'm always serious and willing to learn
and i'm very sad about this thing that happen loh .
there is like , NO FUTURE to this band . and like walao .
i so envy last time de SMB .. hais . it was the past
the pride they took . the attitude they have towards band .
there wouldn't even have such cases happening to them .
but now , the " RUMOURS " really happen .
last time people everytime say , mr er's going to leave soon .
mr er's going to leave soon .
nobody cares . nobody reflect and think that this might happen
and it really happen . and even it happens ,
and some boys , still can joke and play around . and do nothing
as if they can't do anything and they react as if
' oh ! he's leaving. WHAT CAN WE DO ? '
oh chicken shit ! you guys seriously think that you guys can do nothing ?!
oh LOSERS ! you guys reacted that there is no solutions to the matter .
then what will people think of you !?
''wah . like that serious already still dun do anything ?! still bo-chup .. ''
some of you may think , it's his desicion , we can do nothing .
yea i agree , but we still can improve so that he would think that we're not that useless afterall .
and he might feel , hmm . there's still hope.
and look , we need to work hard and discipline ourselves , and you think he'll still leave
if he see that we're working ?!
and if you think ' aiya . also no point . ' , then he would see it as , wah . really no hope .
until this point of time also never start working . right ?! like wah . so loser .
kena defeat means die . never climb up de . never reflect
there's no pride in you people . just because you guys drop silver ,
do you guys have to BEHAVE LIKE A SILVER MEMBER ?!
no what . that's not the way you guys should react .
some people still got the thinking like : " no matter how much you do , we're still silver "
oh my god - this bunch is hopeless.
YOU GUYS ARE NOT MAN ! OH SHIT . WAKE UP NOW ... WAKE UP
look . mr er is very very strong already .
REFLECT AT WHAT HE'VE DONE FOR US , SMB
he has problem with the school .
he said good things infront of us .
he talk for us even though we may be wrong .
he stay strong for us.
he stay on , even though we sounds like shit .
he did everything for us .
and look at what you guys did .. * not to everybody *
and if people still come to me and say : he's our instructor what , he have to do this
I'M GONNA BLOW UP IN FRONT OF YOU IF I KNOW WHO ARE YOU AND
I"M GONNA GIVE YOU A WHOLE LOT OF SHIT ..
LOUSY SHITS ...
you think lah , he's so good and strong ,
if the next instructor come , would it be better or worse ?!
not say he's the best of the bestest, but he's the BEST ..
you think you guys would be better if another instructor come?!
CAN YOU GUYS PLEASE ,, PLEASE , TAKE PRIDE ..
next year , you guys want gold ?
You guys can , provided you guys work really really hard and
all the players must stand out , must be loud and powerful .
and must have self-discipline .
aiya . hais .
you guys lack of few points which i think you guys really dun have :
pride , self-discipline .
oh man . buck up !!!
hmm .. after the story telling ..
now about my boo-boo shit again .
hais . i'm tired . i everyday also cannot sleep loh
thinking of band .. like this . in this situation .
can't sleep man ..
and why everytime also say me de ?!
okay lah . shall finish up .
oh man .
BUCK UP MAN !
i really wish ... that SMB can buck up !!!
howsun . wondering whether he has still got friends that keep him company for the holidays ?!

how about this ?!
HOWSUN ROCK!
DON'T YOU AGREE ?! YOU HAVE NO CHOICE BUT TO SAY YEA !
howsun finish jotting down his notes at 10:30 PM