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CHAPTER 15 : HOWSUN'S LIFE NOTES : maystar designs
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DAY & DATE : Wednesday, June 28, 2006 ahaha .. she counted the days left for us to revise for END OF YEAR it's 20 days left for revision 20 solid days for us to revise till end year and divided by 7 subjects will give 2.8 days for each subject and it's like so little time lah . oh man ! what the hell and she's was going : the school teachers are trained and please make use of them ahaha .. she went something like this then the more exact one i like this ! ahaha .. i learned this today " the book stares at you " " and you stare at the book " " not knowing what to do " "staing in to open space " "and you're pretending to know what's going on in the class by nodding your head " THESE STATEMENTS are so CUTE ! ahahahah .. then i've solve a a maths question ! by myself without help i'm so happy . i took 3 pages to complete the stupid question but at least my answer is still the same then these few days i'm lacking of sleep and i just can't focus on my work it's like you say wrong thing and yet you dunno like for example , it's a pen . but you said it's a mechanical pencil . that kind of extent . CANNOT FOCUS + STOMACH PAIN + STRESS + UNEASIENESS it's just sucks ! then saw him , oh god ! he's just so .. wahaha .. i'm thinking so much !!!!!!!!! then i went alumni practice with stomach PAIN !!!!! it's hell pain man ! then talk talk talk loh then i reflect on what's happening to me and i think to myself : " what's the problem man ? " there's nothing wrong with me and if there is , tell me straight to the face just like i did to you people dun need to bitch around the bush just to say me ... finally , i came out a statement for those who think i -am arrogant -suck STUPID PEOPLE LIKE YOU WILL NOT HAVE CONFIDENCE IN YOURSELF AND YOU'RE JUST JEALOUS OF PEOPLE LIKE ME and just because you guys think i'm arrogant and i suck doesn't mean that you're any better it shows that you're just jealous of what i have . . . what the hell is happening to me ? and for those who think i -act bossy -act clever -attract attention -gay -flirt another statement , AT LEAST I'M GOOD AT IT . EVEN THOUGH IT'S NOT PERFECT , AT LEAST I'M SURE I'M BETTER THAN YOU . (((what is happening to me man !?))) then if you guys have any feedback / comments /protest/ bu shuang-ness ( unhappiness ) with what i said , can feel free to tag with/without your name . howsun how about this ?! HOWSUN ROCK! DON'T YOU AGREE ?! YOU HAVE NO CHOICE BUT TO SAY YEA ! howsun finish jotting down his notes at 11:35 PM |