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DAY & DATE : Thursday, June 29, 2006

today is thursday
ahaha .. as usual ,
listening to ipod as i walk to school .
when i reached school ,
then keep my ipod and wait for morning assembly
and then , i did my duty , record the late coming stuff
AS USUAL !
then go for first period , maths ..
it's all graph graph graph
can go crazy de loh
then malay class .
drama ! nabilah and haza speaks well !
for chemistry , we did acid salt and base ..
EXPERIMENTS =)
then recess ate little food
english was debate session !
i love debating . but whether i can do well or not , it's another bussiness .
physics we stayed in class and went through moments
during assembly time , it's ipw and i talked like so much
to get the group organize . even though i'm not the leader
but i want the best !
i'm just too greedy !
then after that , went to library borrow books
and was held up by mr tanS for a meeting
for a camp in july !
the first word i saw was camp and i was like i dun want to go liao
then mr josh. tan asked why ? then i told him i've too much activity
then he said okay
then mr tan and mr tan talked to me
about something and something
afterall , i'm just childish . just too childish .
and why they always heard the not-so-good comments from my mouth
and not the good comments ?!
then went for sectional practice .
danse diabolique , play over and over again
then they were release ! at around 4 - 5
then yuqi came down alone in band room
her face didn't show any happiness for that moment .
i asked her what happened ? ( being a damn irritating kay-poh ass )
then she never tell me !
she just went silence all the way .
then we went shuwei house
played speed
debra and xinyi had their hair cut.
and it's nice for both of them . they sort of like changed their style
ahaha .. then yuqi cheered up when we're at shuwei house .
then after that , went mac eat and back to home .
so after this , i'm gonna do homework , AS USUAL .
tomorrow band , band . then dunno what will happen
hope it's something good !
(= i really want to know what happen to her * she gave me a shock *

i think i'm not going very well .
as in , not reaching the expectation where i targeted . ( for everything,not just studies)
so dun mind me if i changed
in character , words , attitude , serious-ness , whatever you think that's my fault , temper
that's only if i did .
and now , to almost everybody , everything i do is wrong
and i'm always the one who got blame
and it's always my fault . life is unfair , i accept this
but please reduce the unfairness can ? although i know i can handle this =D
( wah . buay bah again ! )

to you guys ,
you might be thinking that i love to act perfect ALWAYS
but i'm not acting
i try my best to become perfect ...
but of course i'm not perfect
BUT
INSIDE THIS IMPERFECTION ,
i maximise my potential !
unlike some people , who stone there and get jealous ( some people ONLY !)
[ waiting for new year ]

howsun

how about this ?!
HOWSUN ROCK!
DON'T YOU AGREE ?! YOU HAVE NO CHOICE BUT TO SAY YEA !
howsun finish jotting down his notes at 11:56 PM