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CHAPTER 15 : HOWSUN'S LIFE NOTES : maystar designs
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DAY & DATE : Sunday, August 27, 2006 hello . do i get enough attention ? ahaha . stupid me. doing this kind of thing to attract attention. aiya , actually i give the url also nobody see de. but doesn't matter . ---------------------------- i want to play ireland with the band . i dunno why . i just feel like that . but things are not that simple . haiya, afterall , it's purely me =) that gives the trouble and solve it my own . i just dunno why am i born in this world ? to be provoked ?! being a working donkey ?! there's a reason why i wrote donkey . later we will do it. then i really dunno why loh ?! i know i'm more capable of doing these stuffs and i know i will be more capable . i dun think i'm so lousy loh . I'M VERY GOOD !! I'M THE BEST !! it doesn't matter how you think . it's my mindset that will make me better and improve STUPID PEOPLE LIKE YOU WILL NOT HAVE CONFIDENCE IN YOURSELF AND YOU'RE JUST JEALOUS OF PEOPLE LIKE ME . ------------------------ todays' event : woke up watched kids central went out to homework tuition eat home sleep ----------------------- now the donkey part. i wrote donkey because donkey is stuborn the characteristic is the same as mine and since it's stuborn , it is still force to work . which is like me , i have to work , and i'm VERY popular for bitching , for nagging , for giving attitude , giving the stupid attitude face . one teacher indirectly say i very attitude give the face . i have to work for people !!!!!!!!! i dun like it . somemore , people call me to work , then still mock me , say i attitude . NO MATTER HOW MUCH I DO , you're not contented NO MATTER WHAT I DO , you're always not happy with it . NO MATTER WHAT I THINK , you disagree with it NO MATTER HOW I DO IT , you say it cannot be done this way THEN WHAT YOU WANT ME TO DO ?! i'm really sick of this situation and environment . I WANT TO CHANGE SCHOOL !!!!!!!! howsun. how about this ?! HOWSUN ROCK! DON'T YOU AGREE ?! YOU HAVE NO CHOICE BUT TO SAY YEA ! howsun finish jotting down his notes at 10:43 PM |