DAY & DATE : Tuesday, August 01, 2006
i dun want to bug you guys for telling you my story boring stories of my lifeand it's not useful for you guys it's just an extra burden for you people to handlefirstly is of course because about my physics test . 25/30 stupid marks . cheng rong is the highest . not me . and she get 28/30 now i'm like nothing for any subjectsi want my physics to get top it's so sad for me to slip this time roundi didn't expect me to be that lousy hais . and tears just roll down my eyes loh .in the physics lab. pathetic and lousy me HOWSUN IS NO LONGER THE TOP FOR PHYSICS CHENG RONG TOOK OVER THE PLACE OF MINE BUT I DUN WANT THIS TO HAPPEN BECAUSE I WANT TO GET TOP FOR PHYSICS !!!!! tomorrow is a maths teston coordinate geometry and ipw isn't going anywhere. hais . and also other points that contribute to the craziness i had nowi'm sad at times , shut myself , i'm happy at times , laughing out loud to myself , i'm bored at time , i sing ! i'm angry , i shut myself againbut mostly , these few days , the emotion is sadeven though the appearance is positive ,deep inside , it's lots of frustration , anger , sadness , problems without solution . i dunno what to do actually . i'm just ACTING to get myself busy . AND AGAIN , I'M NOT BORN IN THIS WORLD TO WORK FOR YOU PEOPLE.howsun.
how about this ?!
HOWSUN ROCK!
DON'T YOU AGREE ?! YOU HAVE NO CHOICE BUT TO SAY YEA !
howsun finish jotting down his notes at 8:51 PM
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