DAY & DATE : Monday, August 28, 2006
I'm a bloody jinx today . 28082006 , is the conflict and separation period.conflict : with decy , for not saying the truth ,but it's not her fault , and i still blame her for that . how unreasonable i am . secondly , with debra , i'm the wrong . i'm always in fault ! yea . what you said is correct afterall . it's always me , that caused problem and trouble . maybe it's just the jinx-y me bah . after that , had conflict with other people . i dunno what happen to me liao .it's very .. drastic changes .and i'm feeling very guilty , i everytime snatch yaoming's basketball , then in the end , will indirectly or directly hurt him , and back to the usual phraseit's always my fault .to yaoming : i'm very sorry , i really am . everytime you get hurt hor , like is always my doings that made you injured . YEOWMENG , I'M VERY VERY SORRY WITH MY DOINGS . there's no rejection of this apologise.and i'm very sorry to dissapoint all the boys , all the xylophonist , all my friends .i'm very sorry to all of you , because i feel that i'm a fool/stuborn / irritating / asshole / idiot in your eyes . scold me for all you want ,i dun think i deserve to be friends with you guys . so i think , everything shall end here , today .28082006 , 7:34 PM , where i post this post in tohguan . :'(and my friends dun trust me , they think the same way as the people who hate me , think i'm naturally attitude problem kid:'(howsun.
how about this ?!
HOWSUN ROCK!
DON'T YOU AGREE ?! YOU HAVE NO CHOICE BUT TO SAY YEA !
howsun finish jotting down his notes at 7:34 PM
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