h o w s u n ((:

DAY & DATE : Sunday, January 21, 2007

i've left my file , emaths textbook and my PENCIL CASE

in the band room AGAIN!

i cannot live without my pencil case.

today ,

summarised ,

UNFOCUS.

distracted , not by distracting agents :D,

but distracted in the sense that ,

i'm not focused in whatever i do .

distracted by thoughts .

went to do homework ,

did my sums ..

until the last question ,

i realised all my answers are wrong

so i redo the sums

and i took few hours to complete 5 sums on probability ?!

after that , went to plaza singapura ,

shop and stroll.

today , it's the first time i eat takoyaki .

hmm.

not bad.

here comes the worse part.

i think that i can't communicate anymore.

like , i'm suppose to shut up unless i need to answer people

when i talk , people are listening , but

they will talk other things instead of the topic i started.

when i lamed/crack lame jokes ,

people stare at me as if i'm one irritating chicken ass ,

talking non-stop without thinking thru brain.

there are lesser stuff for us to talk about already , my friends ,

there's nothing to talk about anymore .

maybe i should go back to the beginning of the school days ,

where i'll just sms people from other school,

and that's it.

okay .

i finally found one classmate who aims the same JC as me (:

saint andrew junior college. (:

and i hope we can be classmates with her in JC.

PUTHUMALAR (:

let's work hard and become the future saint of saint andrew (:

sorry *gpp*

you know ,

i'm really sorry .

i've got nothing to explain :S

sorry

yes yes .

i buy things for her.

i buy things for him.

i dun buy for you.

i'm biased.

how ?

i'm not a good friend because i dun listen to your problems.

he did.

so be his friend then.

and by the way ,

i'm not jealous.

if he's better than me ,

go look for him .

yes , everybody.

go for him !

yeah!

what happened to me ?

2007 and that's where i start to drop ?

getting wrong info.

passing wrong info.

start to do wrong things.

not concentrating in studies ?

music wise , not improving.

disicpline is totally RUBBISH!

is this what it should be ?

NO!

i should be standing firm and continue to strive.

but the fact has shown otherwise.

but i will or rather, must change the fact to show the original situation ,

which is the moment where i strive

and be my best and tip top condition.

yea.

so , howsun , JIA YOU BAH !

that's the end of the post for today.

howsun.

how about this ?!
HOWSUN ROCK!
DON'T YOU AGREE ?! YOU HAVE NO CHOICE BUT TO SAY YEA !
howsun finish jotting down his notes at 11:50 PM