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CHAPTER 15 : HOWSUN'S LIFE NOTES : maystar designs
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DAY & DATE : Sunday, January 28, 2007 woke up so late . went down to wisma and sent my phone for repair. (: collection date : this coming saturday. and i spent my day at town. - saw pretty today . i was thinking of her and then suddenly she pop out happy and sad . happy that i see her. shall not say out why sad. i want to go out do homework with you like last time . gee . that will be difficult. - side track abit . argh . stupid. kena scolded again argh argh argh why i cannot do whatever i want with my room !?!?!? argh sorry . i go back to the topic again - yea. that will be difficult. hmm. - i realise something today. to me , life is not about appearance or beauty. to me , if you're the most handsome guy/beautiful girl , and you're not clever , you're nothing. because i think the society now , wants people who are capable. but why is it still a factor for me to like "her" ? I must get myself disciplined! so that i can get something i want and be clever so that i dun have to like "her" for what "she" has. argh. - from the above topic , i will like to draw your attention to this subject that i would have to stop going out or hanging out with people like , debra , xinyi , xuanle , decy , and anybody that's related to "her" i'm sorry friends , but that's not what i like too! but i've to . due to certain reason , which is considered silly + personal , i have to do this. sorry friends. ): - i super like percussion lah i mean percussionist. i hope i can make them be super percussionist and won't get scolding like last time. and be organise / praised for their good effort . and everything nice (: seriously thinking for doing them the percussion tee. have to start saving though. i will (: super percussionist , JIA YOU! (: - ahah done (: howsun. how about this ?! HOWSUN ROCK! DON'T YOU AGREE ?! YOU HAVE NO CHOICE BUT TO SAY YEA ! howsun finish jotting down his notes at 10:38 PM |