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CHAPTER 15 : HOWSUN'S LIFE NOTES : maystar designs
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DAY & DATE : Friday, April 13, 2007 took part in no event other than CCA runs :D finally , band is not the last three this year. last year was second last this year improved. yaoming pass the baton to me . then i grab with two hands then i run . ahaha so retarded and today , i ran the fastest speed ever :S not even NAPFA i run at that speed. hmm ahaha and the cheering part was horrendous. i'm there shouting like mad person shout like crazy when it's band people or classmates. then shout shout shout. but nobody shout with me luh . wahlao then make me look like retard but never mind , i like shouting . so , that was sports day IMM long john-ed ahaha then when we're going back , rained!!! wah . took cardboards to cover ourselves. BAND was tired . so , okay loh. and then keep repeating same phrase. ahahah hmm. then like that loh. ETC it is her that made me complete my journey to end. it is her that motivated me. she gave me the PUSH! it is her that pass me those funny stuff that made me complete my journey it is her, it is her. ETC 2 now , i'm sort of like love-sick ?! i can't take her out of my mind. i'm thinking of her every moment lah ! and she seldom appear in my sight le. but i want to see her everyday and talk to her , chat with her, and hangout with her. stupid !!! it's back again . ETC 3 is my expression too weird/"kan bu shun yan" / exaggerated or something ? you don't seem to even notice that i'm even there . and how important am i to you ? you dun reply those messages that were meant for you only ! you dun reply me ; you only reply to someone who is close to you i'm so envious of those friend of yours who always stay with you. you just walk pass me like you dunno me or something ! argh . can you please tell me or show me that you notice me ? care for me ?! GEE! *sounded so disgusting * never mind. continue . although i don't seem to care for you , and keep staring at you , but inside , heh , it's love for you . you're making me very miserable luhs. i just need that correct person to tell me that she care for me. because you would rather hear from your love/best friend that he/she care rather than those irritating kids say they care bestfriend/love's one sentence =100 normal sentence from a normal friend or even more. oh ! she is killing me. God sent her down to torture me. *argh ETC 4 ETC + ETC 2 + ETC 3 = FOREIGN LANGUAGE so , if you dun understand it's okay and it's sort of like my inner feelings lah. but i'm not sure what am i typing though. tired. this is the first time i write my inner feelings in my blog!!! oh my gosh , this post sounded so GIRLISH. all about love and feeling :S howsun how about this ?! HOWSUN ROCK! DON'T YOU AGREE ?! YOU HAVE NO CHOICE BUT TO SAY YEA ! howsun finish jotting down his notes at 8:56 PM |