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CHAPTER 15 : HOWSUN'S LIFE NOTES : maystar designs
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DAY & DATE : Tuesday, May 01, 2007 okay , woke up at 10 plus . satisfaction . accomplishment. it's so difficult to wake up so early on holidays :D but i did it. okay , cut those crap. watched a bit of muppet wizard of the oz. then went out STUDY okay , this is the angry part for the day i search for a place to study for 2 hours !!!! i took bus to je . then walk to library then walk back to macdonalds. then walk to imm then took bus go yuhua macdonalds. then walk back to enter macdonalds. this whole journey took 2 hours. and i'm so piss off . i almost gave up and decided to go to airport instead. but phew , anger management plus perseverance. 2 hours for a place i dun like . but after that , yanqi joined me. then crap then nonsense. then here comes debra then study eat study eat study eat these few days , chiong macdonalds . hais . but , study half way no mood. okay , basically , already no mood in the beginning . then saw chen rong , so excited to see her :D ETC how many days since we last talked to each other LIVE ?! mid year is coming. everybody is chionging. i also want to chiong. howsun leh , studies leh . but , something is hindering me from chionging. it's YOU , YOU made me dun feel like chionging. instead of giving me the push , YOU pulled me behind. i seriously want to talk to you like normal , but everytime i see you , i just feel so miserable . i want you to study with me . but you have someone else to company . i want you to go out with me / with friends. but you have someone else to take care. and when is the last time we go out together to hang out ? i believe it has been long long time already . )): can you just go out with me ? our friendship seem like have come to an end already why ? ))): stop ignoring me lah !!!! howsun ; can i just hug you ? how about this ?! HOWSUN ROCK! DON'T YOU AGREE ?! YOU HAVE NO CHOICE BUT TO SAY YEA ! howsun finish jotting down his notes at 11:34 PM |