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CHAPTER 15 : HOWSUN'S LIFE NOTES : maystar designs
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DAY & DATE : Friday, May 11, 2007 today is pure complains . warning enough ? OTHERS people nowadays don't cultivate the habit we use to have blog every now and then almost everyday . nobody seems to be posting. post , is like once in a blue moon come out once . i'm not forcing people to blog arh . and i'm not forcing people to read. but , seriously , is there any souls who are reading this nonsense ? i believed there are still kind souls reading , but the soul that i want is not here. EXAM PERIOD currently , these few weeks is usually the exam period and hence , most blog will go saying they're very stress and all these stuff. so am i. but i have given you warning , and to make things easier for you , i colour-ed them in black , so you can just skip if you want :D hey , you're going to read it ? ahahah . okay , yea , exam , people says they are stress come on , who doesn't ? okay , let's talk about having rest . i'm not like sleeping at 10 o clock so that i'm awake for tomorrow's paper i'm like sleeping at over 12 o clock EVERYDAY and , i know the mistakes i made , i still cannot let go the fact that i'm going to fail paper 1 section 1. thanks alot girls / guys , for showing concern to me :D , but the person i care most is not there . she is at college, let's not bug/pester her. and that's understandable . but the person i care alot in school is also not there. sigh , maybe i'm forcing things around me but can't he/she just say " don't cry ?" i thought , THOUGHT , i had encouraged her/him umpteen times , but she/he doesn't show sincerity in the replies . sigh , when are you going to save me from my misery ?? WHEN ?! next month ? next year ? after secondary school life ? next life ? NEVER !? i'm not asking much , but don't you think your "cheer up" would be cheering me up ? i wrote numerous times on the blog , saying this and that . expecting something to happen , but nothing happened. can some angels enlighten me? or can the nyonya cheer me on ? it seems like there's nothing for me to be happy about this week. exams cannot make it. TFICA , aka, the friend i care alot , also don't bothered and irritated . don't show concern ; ignorance ): why does he/she have to do that ? gang , there's somehow like a separation going on . okay , i assumed that. disappointment deep down the heart , why my life is so so so miserable ? ): IMM-ED went out with xinyi , xuanle , yuqi and yaoming after exam. saw this girl from my block crying . i dunno who are you , but cheer up eh ? :D ETC would you cheer me on ?? )): howsun how about this ?! HOWSUN ROCK! DON'T YOU AGREE ?! YOU HAVE NO CHOICE BUT TO SAY YEA ! howsun finish jotting down his notes at 10:19 PM |