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DAY & DATE : Saturday, May 26, 2007

WARNING :
this post contains vulgarities
TODAY'S KEY POINT
masculinity
man
resentment
how i wish you're beside me , there for me.
raffles
irritated/agitated
fcuktards
mother tongue
okay , that's it. now elaboration.
MASCULINITY
gee , i went orchard today .
i'm having doubt with my masculinity and gentleman-ness. ( no such word :S )
i'm like , so kuku girlish lah .
hais , and everytime go out with GIRLS only .
i behave like a girl ):
so girlish , ku-niang.
like, am i even a boy ?
MAN
i wished i can be more man ,
become brothers with people.
i want to become more man ):
RESENTMENT
don't mention his name in front of me.
it will either irritated me or turn me off.
it's pure 100% resentment towards him ,
classmates.
HOW I WISH YOU'RE BESIDE ME , THERE FOR ME
when i'm heading home from orchard ,
i was worried for my mother tongue and
these few days ,
i have been emotionless.
i am stressed up by the coming exams ,
afraid of this , afraid of that ,
and i just wished that ,
you're beside me ,
there for me ,
listening to what i have got to say ,
support/encourage me ,
and care for me .
is it that difficult ?
somehow i just think it's impossible )):
why does the younger ones have control over of the older's life?
RAFFLES
ahahah !
i can spot raffles girls' uniform easily :D
there uniform is , easy to spot .
and i like talking about raffles.
so what's your problem ?
RAFFLES RAFFLES RAFFLES RAFFLES !!
RGS RGS RGS RGS !!
IRRITATED/AGITATED
i'm not angry today .
but i'm kinda irritated.
spend my morning sleeping and watching cartoon ,
afternoon mother tongue ,
night shopping when it's actually suppose to be
morning scrapbook ,
afternoon mother tongue ,
night mother tongue.
it doesn't follow the plan ,
and that's why i'm agitated.
moral of the story : words cannot be easily trusted .
FCUKTARDS
like what sharon mentioned last time ,
" People who mugged but told the whole world they didn't, are fcuktards. Same goes for those who cry over marks they deserved. "
let me add on to this
same goes to ;
those who got the marks they deserve/very good grades but still go around telling people they're not happy about it and disappointed about it.
yea, that's all for this.
(OUT OF TOPIC ABIT )
YVONNE MSN-ED ME ,
CALL ME TO JIAYOU FOR O LEVEL .
I'M SUPER TOUCHED LAH !!!!
SO HAPPY :D :D
YVONNE LEH !
MISS HER SOOOO MUCH , JIE WEN ALSO :(
NOW I REALLY DON'T FEEL LIKE DISAPPOINTING HER LEH .
I MISS SSU SO MUCH , ESPECIALLY MY FRIENDS IN THERE.
(back to topic)
MOTHER TONGUE
i dun feel like getting anything below B leh.
i hope i can at least clinched a B3 or A2 .
but with my limited vocab in malay ,
compo is a tough obstacle.
in addition , my paper 2 was horrendous .
i tried like few papers ,
no improvement :S
but i want to get B3/A2 and i dun want to retake again .
:S
everybody in my class seems to be able to do it.
those potential A1 ;
nabilah ,
adeline ,
hazimah ,
fatin ,
4A people ,
5A people ,
4B people except me :S
i'm like getting C6 for usual cases ,
C5 for mid year .
how ?!
i'm scared lah .
ETC
i need you ! ): loves.
today's etc is ;
HOW I WISH YOU'RE BESIDE ME , THERE FOR ME
that's what i wanna say for today's ETC.
LAST ONE ; DETEST
three teachers and those who verbally insulted my CCA / people in my CCA!
howsun

how about this ?!
HOWSUN ROCK!
DON'T YOU AGREE ?! YOU HAVE NO CHOICE BUT TO SAY YEA !
howsun finish jotting down his notes at 11:59 PM