DAY & DATE : Wednesday, July 11, 2007
SCHOOL has been a very tiring process i have to go through no choice. i slept practically past 12 every night since the beginning of this week and woke up around 6 o clock. come , let's use your maths skills. what's the maximum hour i slept ? is that enough ? i had been dozing off in class trying to keep myself awake by all means, trying to talk in order to keep myself awake. and the worse thing is , i couldn't think properly. my facts were all over the place. maths and amaths mixed up . homeworks and homeworks mixed up. english and literature mixed up . and today , i had my maths test . oh , it was such a depressing discovery i had realised. a little bit more and nah , C6 is mine. i seriously tihnk that i need time to integrate all my facts and get it right. especially amaths , the formulaes on differetiation and his brother , integration. stupid sia . i was super irritating . i went crazy all over when i didn't manage to find out the answer for sec 3NA maths . i went crazy all over when i almost failed my test . i went crazy all over because of small little tiny things which normally doesn't affect anyone . i guess i was being too high , a little setbacks then collapse . a little failure and i'm giving in. super vulnerable :S to sum up , school had been alright but i can't dominate it. i can't comprehend what i had been doing and let's put it in a simpler way , i'm a nincompoop. ETC shall update more when there's time. ETC 2 tomorrow's the harry potter day :D ETC 3 i don't like people tell me "you've changed " it makes me contemplate alot. ETC 4 SAJC open house in on MY BIRTHDAY! :D *SMILE WIDELY * but that means it is 2 days before o level :S howsun
how about this ?!
HOWSUN ROCK!
DON'T YOU AGREE ?! YOU HAVE NO CHOICE BUT TO SAY YEA !
howsun finish jotting down his notes at 9:08 PM
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