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CHAPTER 15 : HOWSUN'S LIFE NOTES : maystar designs
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DAY & DATE : Thursday, August 02, 2007 it's depressing for the fact that i know there's so many test coming correction , examinations . coming all in one direction towards you. and what makes it more crucial is that all of the exams are considered in either prelims or the actual o levels . let's have a look at this . tomorrow , there would be another round of prelim for oral english . i guess the teacher is trying to help okay , prelim english , set . tomorrow , and i'm nervous about it , because ... (prepare for nonsense) the previous test had demolished my confidence in my oral english . so does nabilah's. i thought i was able to get over 30 that test , BUT , this is a very huge contrast , i get less than what i expected and some jokers in my class won me . you know , the feeling of you-know-you-are-better-than-them-yet-they-won-you ?!?! i cannot stand it luh . probably , i guess i'm just one no-so-good-boy who thinks highly of myself. so , tomorrow is it . prelim oral , and and and , i tend to do better during the actual performance than rehearsal. :S ))): enough of oral english . SPA ( practical ) this saturday is skill 3 for physics and next monday is skill 3 for chemistry it would be calculated in the marks for O level and it's damn difficult luh - for me :S you know , the physics , you need to study the physics correct before you plan the investigation. same goes to chemistry . so there's alot of work to be done man . i'm kinda sick of it ))): i want to live a happy life , not a stressful one ): but i knew it would be worse when i enter SA SHARON i hope you're okay . gosh , i know you won't be able to read this , but just take care of yourself and have ample rest for your eyes. hope you recover fast and smooth ! i was so shocked when i heard about the news! :S PRELIMS heh , it's getting nearer i know it's important and i could sense the urgent need to revise , and blahblahblah , but i think i chose to ignore it and waste my time around . hold on and hold on . but i sort of like can't "breathe" properly . then whenever i think of sa , i will go :" i'm going in" but deep deep deep down , i thought that there might be a slightest chance i won't be able to go in . look , it's 8 points . which means , 3 for english and 1 for the rest , excluding mother tongue . 3 for english is woah ! 1 for maths and amaths is a cake . 1 for physics is REVISION + UNDERSTAND THOSE RIDICULOUS THEORIES 1 for chemistry is MEMORISE AND UNDERSTAND THOSE MONSTERS 1 for combined humans is MEMORISE + DIE ! so i dunno how luh . sigh . come to think of it , i regretted not using DSA )))): howsun how about this ?! HOWSUN ROCK! DON'T YOU AGREE ?! YOU HAVE NO CHOICE BUT TO SAY YEA ! howsun finish jotting down his notes at 11:47 PM |