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DAY & DATE : Monday, February 18, 2008

IT'S BEEN LONG ...
since i blogged.
when was the last time ?!
i wonder , but from what i can remember ,
it was valentine's right ?!
so , what happened after valentine's ?!
okay , i think it's OGL camp .
and hah , OGL CAMP !
it's soooooo tiring yet it's so enjoyable.
okay , people , i'm very tired now , and i'm supposed to sleep now ,
so you know, my brain can't take it , and he went to sleep already .
so , excuse the lack of vocab (:
oh , my vocab aren't any better even when my mind is working .
then yeah , first day , it was nice . mass dance .
oh , mass dance is ULTRA FUN ! :D
hah . then admin stuff (:
then first day of camp ,
lights out was 1.30 am
and when i opened my eyes, i realised it was 4.00 am ,
and everybody evacuated the hall for fire drill.
so can you imagine ,
half way sleeping , and you need to run to parade square to gather ?!
but it was alright .
haha , then went back to hall for PT ,
it was wooosh , too much for the morning .
no lah , it was real nice and our seniors got really haywired in their brains ,
they tucked in and danced :D
it was really cute of them .
and then , from 4 plus , we were doing activites until 6 plus .
and then , it was telematch , mass dance , kinetic warfare , debrief , oh , and night activity for day 1 was song-singing and night games , where i got really sad and crestfallen during the song singing .
sigh , it's just the lyrics .
especially hero . woah piang , i can just cry man , anytime !
oh , then after camp , we went out to eat.
and that's all .
it was generally fun and damn nice to spend time with family (:
and and and , i really gonna miss every single one who's leaving )):
OH , AND THEN , IT WAS SWENSENS
with gadis , hidayah , syira and nabilah .
haha , so we ate ,
and dang , i was soooo stupid ,
because i said spongebob lived in a pineapple tree .
:S
and of course , maybe bimbotic moments.
that day was great ! :D
TODAY
was nice .
school was great ,
early dismissal for almost all classes.
er , civics we had like 45 minutes free .
no physics tutorial . 1 and a half hour free .
chemistry , 45 minutes free .
so today was a great day generally.
only until the later part of the day.
so , i went shadows there .
and then danced.
then ogl meeting .
danced on stage , it's so stressful .
hah . then apple , jj senior ,
came and taught us cheer .
he's damn hilarious and funny (:
then after meeting , got scolding .
then release .
then we went to eat at KFC.
and homed.
thoughts were coming in and out throughout the day .
ETC
Happy Birthday to you , Miss Phang Jie Wen .
hope you enjoyed your day ,
and hah , 10 years of friendship ,
and more (:
ETC 2
holyarians , how was your test ?!
hope it was okay !
jia you ! :D
ETC 3
i have no idea why ,
but i feel , i dunno how to say it . hmm .
oh , i want to let you know , don't keep everything to yourself ., idiot .
you can always share with me , and i have no idea why ,
i'm beginning to miss you ! HO HO HO !
ETC 4
hidayah , amirah , ellysa !
i'm gonna miss you guys like shit ))):
no more bimbo to be bimbotic with me .
no more cheerleading .
no more . no more .
i dread for tomorrow , but everything has to come to an end.
i hope we'll keep in touch .
" as moments turn into memories " ,
i'll remember the moments we shared together . even if it's been only a few weeks.
it seemed like 3 months .
take care , girls.
ETC 5
i felt so useless just now .
saya rasa sangat "useless" .
maybe i wasn't doing anything fruitful .
but i just feel lousy .
i want to do something .
but apparently , i have nothing to do .
sigh .
ETC 6
aku tak tahu ,
saya rasa sungguh "mixed" .
apa yang telah berlaku ,
semua orang ada masalah mereka .
dan saya , sebagai seorang kawan ,
tak boleh membantu mereka , tak sempat memberi bantuan ,
tak ada apa apa yang saya boleh lakukan .
kamu semua tahu bagaimana saya rasa ?! ( oh , that's bad malay )
saya rasa tak guna , memang , tak lulus menjadi seseorang's kawan ( oh , that's worse , it's like english and malay , and my phrases , oh man , it sucks )
tak tahu lah , saya nak bantu kawan saya , tapi mereka tak nak berkongsi masalah mereka lah .
macam saya akan rasa tak guna lah . ( OKAY , I WAS JUST REPEATING MY POINTS OVER AND OVER AGAIN )
i shall stop .
ETC 7
why is it so fast ?!
why is tomorrow the 19th ?!
why ?!
i believed that everything happens for a reason ,
but this time , i refuse to believe in that .
i want PAE to last forever .
i would be the luckiest man on earth then .
NO.
tomorrow , please don't even come .
i dread for tomorrow .
i'm crestfallen . i'm sad . i'm heart-broken . i'm dejected . i'm grief-stricken . i'm depressed .
howsun

how about this ?!
HOWSUN ROCK!
DON'T YOU AGREE ?! YOU HAVE NO CHOICE BUT TO SAY YEA !
howsun finish jotting down his notes at 11:48 PM