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CHAPTER 15 : HOWSUN'S LIFE NOTES : maystar designs
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DAY & DATE : Saturday, February 23, 2008 hah , and that's just it . next week is lecture . let's skip the morning part , unpleasant shits . AFTER DISMISSAL we went down to canteen , mr koh treat us with food from kfc , macdonalds and canadian pizza. and it was nice . f3 gather and up we went to the hall . briefing and then we went to do banner. hah , that was where the fun started. simon came later and jamie , jolyn , hendy and me were entertaining ourselves with funny stuffs the whole afternoon. night , simon treat us :D hah , in between there are many details . but simon is really a GT. hah , great teacher. ETC i want to read : that RED notebook ETC 2 Idiot smiled and was happy yesterday ( i think ) , it was my joy factor. it was because his appeal was a success . but i felt real bad , because of the inability to help . NOTHING AT ALL I CAN DO TO HELP LUH. er , i dunno whether is it annoying , but i went up to the hall to find him before he gave the appeal letter to the principal. since i didn't want him to go through this alone (: and when he told me his appeal was a success , i was very happy for him , because it's like he wanted this so much , but the next second , i had a contrast feeling filling me . i should be happy for him as a brother , (and i really am , ) but when selfishness steps in , it just makes me upset . and that letter , i read with mixed feelings . but what's important is that he is happy. that alone is enough . and that , i would be happy too (: you know why !? because joy is one-way contagious in spastic-hood . i'm not sure about the other way though :D yesterday night was a blast :D estatic for majority (: ETC 3 i wonder whether all my smiles for the past few days were artificial or genuine ETC 4 i realised i have more closer art friends than closer science friends. ETC 5 i'm so so so so so so so afraid , worried and scared that i'll be replace by JAE peeps in people's heart. ETC 6 oh , and i have no idea why hendy and simon kept laughing at me !? :\ but it's okay . at least they are happy . howsun how about this ?! HOWSUN ROCK! DON'T YOU AGREE ?! YOU HAVE NO CHOICE BUT TO SAY YEA ! howsun finish jotting down his notes at 12:58 PM |