DAY & DATE : Sunday, May 18, 2008
LIKE FINALLY ..
i'm back here again ,
because there's no school tomorrow .
phew ,
BUT damn it ,
i still have to go school tomorrow ,
due to the commitment i decided to give .
hell , i've already made my choice .
it's gonna be tough ,
i foresee ,
or rather , i'm going through it already .
what's worst is when everything i wanted something to be ,
turns out another way !
life has been pretty busy ,
and yes , i'm getting out of touch with technology ,
except the use of ipod and handphones .
sigh .
about the chengdu earthquake ,
i feel terrible for the people there ,
especially when i know we were there two weeks ago ,
knowing how bad their condition of living is already ,
adding on to that , the natural disaster .
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stoning has increasingly , inevitably became my favourite thing to do .
not really favourite ,
but common thing for me to do .
and yes , stoning , never imagine it has become my thing !
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and it feels terrible to be left out in a group i'm considered in it .
people said , it's bad to go out with odd number people .
yes , i agree with it .
you would get a person who doesn't belong to anywhere ,
when you have groups with common things .
yesterday ,
it hits me ,
i saw three guys in front of me ,
talking about their stuff ,
and three person behind me ,
talking about homework .
and there am i , standing in the middle of the two groups .
i could possibly type out how outcast i am among the people ,
but i think it's not necessary .
that's yesterday.
anyway , i feel much better after my 16 hours of sleep.
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i think the only time i really enjoyed myself ,
is when i'm with s18 ,
i really laugh my heart out ,
without being worried with task to be completed .
it's been long since i really laughed .
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today , i ate alot of things .
and i feel like a glutton .
i had a bowl of minced meat noodle .
then 2 kaya toast ,
2 french toast .
then walk around , then bought dim sum home to eat.
and home , i ate another bowl of minced meat noodle ,
and dim sum ,
a bowl of fish soup .
yeah , that's what i ate in like 4 hours of time .
why i ate so much arh ?!
i thought about it ,
and the only answer i could thought of was ,
i think i eat according to my mood.
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i think i'm having nightmares these few days )):
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how do you feel when you messaged one person ,
and you thought he/she would reply you ,
when actually he/she didn't even intend to reply your message ?!
how do you feel when you feel like telling a person something ,
but he/she shows the disinterest in what you think ?!
it's terrible .
the waiting time kills ,
the keeping of what you want to say is deadly .
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there are only a few people in jj now ,
can make me happy .
and there's only one person who's able and have the ability to control my mood :S
that person will know who's it :)
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i'm beginning to utter nonsense already .
i shall stop before more and more nonsense is out here , boring people to their grave .
haha !
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TAG REPLIES
xinmin: busybusybusy man!xinmin: life is so hard, it hurts like hell.xinmin: i'm feeling really down.xinmin: how are you?howsun : i'm so sorry for not replying your tags , and yes , life is so hard , that when you use it to hit your head , you'll die immediately ! HAHAH ! nonsense man . but yeah , life is tough , it's never easy )): and er , sorry for not being there when you're down )): really sorry )): and man , i'm alright . ahha , you must jiayou for As okay !!! --Amirah: YES I MISS YOU! DO YOU MISS ME? HAHA!Amirah: HOW SUN  Amirah: Update! I don't know what you've been doing! (:howsun : of course i do ! i missed your crescent event !!! i will try my best to go saint idols !!! make sure you participate okay !! :D i'll try my best to update , but i think it's increasingly impossible due to the time i spent in school ! argh . haha , but i can always update you through phones !! :D--jiewen.: erm quite good la. haven't really study that hard. cos nowadays like play play haha. STAY HAPPY!JIEWEN.: omg. you're going overseas? why? so shuang.. haha:Dhowsun : i bet life now in nj is tough right ! hah , but i think it's no problem to you ! have you been passing your test ?! :D i think you really make malaysians proud man ! hahah , you and yvonne ! tsk tsk tsk , i salute the two of you ! HAHAH ! --JESS': AHHHH! U DUNNO ME ! HAHA . maybe we chat lesser this few days n mths bah , =)orlangmaster: JESS' = MASTERJESS': HEY ! relink ! thanks! , and and and meet up soon uh?howsun : you put jess , how i know it's you !? hah , you everytime put orlang mah ! hahah , anyway , i relink already . yes , i'll try to find time okay ! :D --Debra: Don't worry baby as long as you are not the 'bad' guy i promise to be there for you. always...Debra: . Aiyawah. I'm so sweet.Debra: HUAI REN!!! I kinda miss you alreay. (esp when my bday is coming) ^^howsun : haha , yes , you're so sweeeeet . i miss you people . hah , so you only miss me when your birthday is coming lah !? haha , how's life !? message me anytime okay ! :D--aline: you know what! i really decidedaline: never give up:)howsun : hope you made the right choice , yeah , i won't . even though i feel like already . haha , AND DON'T SKIP ANYMORE LESSONS YOU DINOPIGEON !!!!!!--aubrey: howsun! cdayl's overrrrr, have a really god rest although there wont be chance to do so! thanks for your encouragement all this while. and all the best for your election bimbo (:aubrey: yes yes yes, go HOW SUN!howsun : now i really realised how long i haven't been using my computer . that tag is even before my election begins , woahlao , so long le . hahaha . anyway , you also okay , take care and jia you arh , bao fa jie jie ! :X :D hhaha !--TING!: YO DUMBDUMB =DDDDDhowsun : helllo smarty !!! HAH!--MINHUI: hello ! =Dhowsun : it's been long time since i last talk to you ! hello min hui ! :D :D --s/R: aiksong here...hello howsun! ((: always remember to smile~howsun : *stone* hahaha ! okay , you also don't so stress arh , mr president :D--`lina: eh NUGGERTTTTT!!!!!!! YOYOOYOYOYOOYOYOYOYOYOYOY OOOO!!!!`lina: wahhahahahahahahhahahahaaaaahahahahaha howsun : NUGGERT !!!!!!!!! keep laughing for what ?! siao is it ?! oh , i know why , you still don't know how to spell nugget , that's why ! :D--Jon_Hanafi: Hey...Tht time I sms u.. den u neva reply leh... U changed ur No. ? .... If yes..tell me bah... Aniwae..how are u?howsun : hello ! you did ?! haha , i didn't change my number . i'm fine , thanks , and all the best for Os this year ! :D--angie: howsun !!!lots of misses haha..angie: tan how sun ..i miss you like crazyhowsun : hey angie , i miss you alot too ! really . i really should go back shuqun sometime ! meanwhile , take care oof yourself okay ! jiayou arh ! :D--yaoming: heyhey. long time no see/ chat. life getting better?howsun : hey yaoming !!!!! yeah , it's like ages luh ! life is still the same , ahah , hope yours is good :D jia you for Os okay ! --peishan: nuren!!!!!!!!!!........lols...i miss u!!!!!....lolss..howsun : woah nuren , i think 32 nurens should go out someday !!!!!!!! misses.--yoke: JIAYOU JIAYOUhowsun : YOKETING !!!! haaha , thanks and you too ! :D malletist WAN SHUI ! :D--JOLYN: hey sunny !! i miss toking to you !! takecare kaes.  howsun : hey hey kukubird ! HAHAH ! , yeah , very long never talk to you like orientation like that le . you also take care okay , jiayou touch-er !! :D--milkk: hey howsun. amelia here. smile more! u look stressed(:howsun : AMELIA !!!!!! BOOOO ! hahah , okay , i do ?! hah , anyway , jiayou okay !!! :D go AMELIA , beware , because i may be behind you, anytime :D--that's all for the tags :]ETCi think i should go do my work now .
ETC 2
again , so much left unsaid.
howsun
how about this ?!
HOWSUN ROCK!
DON'T YOU AGREE ?! YOU HAVE NO CHOICE BUT TO SAY YEA !
howsun finish jotting down his notes at 9:22 PM
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