h o w s u n ((:

DAY & DATE : Saturday, March 07, 2009

PARDON ME FOR THE ABSENCE.
these few weeks has been a rather exciting one.
and also the most tense period in my entire JC life.
and i believe the worse has yet to come.
sigh.
i'm having a lot of worries and issues which made me very uncomfortable.
and i know that they are relatively minor and insignificant.
but they are making me very difficult and sian.
pressured i guess.
and i read my friend's blog .
somehow i shared the same sentiments as her.
don't mind me if i quote yeah ?!
just a sentence.
" last night it suddenly came to my mind that i dont exactly have one particular person whom i can fully confide in. the one whom i'll turn to whenever i have problems, the one whom i'll go through thick and thin with. i've gotten used to sharing my problems with my friends, but not a friend. i feel sad. "
okay, not a phrase. a paragraph.
er , these few days i have been feeling exactly the same as mentioned.
more like majority of her post.
maybe it's because i took a step back and looked at my current situation
which made me really worried .
i feel so uneasy now.
expectations to meet and such.
i want to catch up with my friends as well.
studies has been a concern to me especially my languages.
oh talking about that ,
mother tongue results wasn't fantastic , but it wasn't terribly atrocious .
i was disappointed with it , and i have yet to accept it.
anyway , i think i should spend more time thinking about things.
maybe not, because they might make me upset.
maybe i should just let time take its course ,
then my thoughts might be clearer.
and the whole situation i'm in now is getting into me.
P.S- Honestly, i don't know what i just typed. so , take this post in a light manner.
BTW, Congrats to people who scored well in As.
P.P.S - I'm very proud and happy for you , Love. (Seriously.)
P.P.P.S - i wish i could type more but i'm currently not in the right mood.
pardon me yeah ?! take care people.

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Annabel: Hey Howsun!! Havent seen you in a long long loooooong time, but take care and all the best for 2009 too! Enjoy JJ (:
Howsun : yeah , you too yeah ! Take care and JIAYOU ! :D
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Angela: Howsun, i miss PAE!!!!!!
Howsun : me tooo! please take care of yourself yeah!
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santy: :biggrin:

hahax.. FINALLY~~ after sooo long...

Howsun : hahah . YUP! Aunty , JIAYOU!
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syahirah/yunnan: OMJ howsun !!! i didnt know you had a blog. Still remember me ? lol. how's you mann?
Howsun : yes i do. haha , i still remember luh! study hard yeah , and i'm fine :D
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JIEWEN: HI!

can u sms me ? cos i lost my number and contacts

thanks! have fun in sch!
Howsun : :D
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chengyi: damn, haha! so now u no need come my house use come anymore!
cy: use computer i mean, typo .
Howsun : hahah , it's okay. don't have to trouble you.
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aunty3: we are waiting for THAT moment.you know that.
Howsun : YES, so am i.
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guiping: HAHAHAHA! i will include u as 1 of our F3 member de!!! =) happy to have u in our family mr udon king
Howsun : hahah ! UDON! thanks .
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LIYA: HOWSUNNNNNNNNNNN ! I MISS YOU & I LOVE YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU ! D;
Howsun : I miss you too man. When i saw you during JJ Night, it made me very happy.
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yxm: is orientation still gg on?
Howsun : haha , i odn't have to answer this right ?!
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cy: jiayou everyone(incl. myself) (:
Howsun : JIAYOU YEAH!
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jasmine: chou nuren! my beloved phone broke down sia. hahahaa!yours still alive anot.lol and yea, take care ya! (:
Howsun : hahah , break down arh ?! Mine still alive lah , but i changed phone loh. Heh.
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EMILYYYY.: Howsun! [:
Howsun : Emilyy ! :D
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JIEWEN: CHEER UP !

(for me and you haha)
Howsun : Yes, please take care yeah , my dear friend.
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Relink cases, relinked :D
howsun.

how about this ?!
HOWSUN ROCK!
DON'T YOU AGREE ?! YOU HAVE NO CHOICE BUT TO SAY YEA !
howsun finish jotting down his notes at 3:14 AM