DAY & DATE : Saturday, October 31, 2009
OKAY , HOLD ON . time waits for no one . and i'm actually one of the victim. well, everyone knows in our heart, there's just too little days just before our As begin and i'm truly afraid. the great expectation , and the realization of what i shouldn't be doing are repeating itself day by day. i am really well aware of my own state and i should give myself a real wake up call , that it's A Levels that i'm dealing with, not the school common test , not the school prelims. all the effort i put in for just that one month , i don't want it to be futile. well , i blame myself for allowing such emotions playing its role. that just concludes that i'm just not strong enough. at the back of my mind, i know that my focus are deviating . and i'm really trying to put it back on track. i have always mentally prepared my answers to questions pertaining how i am coping and stuff, but when it comes to the actual moment when the answers are supposed to be mentioned, they just hid quietly inside my heart. telling people how i feel now , just seemed like another mission impossible. i shall stop lamenting and just get back to work . well, at least the past few days have been enjoyable and i really treasured the moment i spent with 28th :) it's such a nice feeling :D well , i'm done. - "stay focus howsun! you can do it!" - howsun 11.37 PM 31 October 09
how about this ?!
HOWSUN ROCK!
DON'T YOU AGREE ?! YOU HAVE NO CHOICE BUT TO SAY YEA !
howsun finish jotting down his notes at 8:26 AM
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