DAY & DATE : Monday, November 30, 2009
APOLOGIES. let me just display my sense of disappointment this time. paper 1 was not that easy after all. right. so much for being careful, when i realized i lost the most marks for being careless. you know, there are times where you step out of the exam hall, you feel damn annoyed regarding the questions you don't know how to do, and some times, you forgotten you just finished an exams, with those times you are entirely satisfied with your performance in the exam. today just was not any of those. okay, probably the first one. that mental malaise was so agonizing. i sat there, watching people cheering and my heart sank even further. it's ironic how this occasion which is worth celebrating and how many people are dying for this moment to come, and yet i just want to rewind the clock back to two hours ago. irony is certainly cruel. it hinders me from being a happy kid and i'm not entirely over the mood yet. it's making me upset that i am supposed to enjoy, now that it's OFFICIALLY OVER. i just don't want my efforts to be wasted. grr , so much for doing almost the entire mcq book ; chionging half the prelim mcq ; putting your "special" perfume for your last paper (okay, this is super-superstitious.) ; doing all sorts of stuff to make sure you end it off well. arghagrhagrhgr. okay, i'm gonna get over it . and yes , i still have my paper 2 and 3. which i hope they will really pull me up. my hope now lies in the hand of Mr Moderation . and i just wish it will do me good. at the end of the day, give me good grades, that will suffice. i hope how hard i work will be rewarded and that i reap what i sow. argh , okay okay . just give me time to get over it okay. ( the paper are now flying to cambridge already , you cannot do anything liao. results is set already, don't worry liao , just enjoy now ! ) YAY! OKAY , i'm done. i think. -- howsun 30 Nov 4.54 PM
how about this ?!
HOWSUN ROCK!
DON'T YOU AGREE ?! YOU HAVE NO CHOICE BUT TO SAY YEA !
howsun finish jotting down his notes at 12:38 AM
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