DAY & DATE : Saturday, May 29, 2010
IT'S BEEN A REALLY LONG TIME since i last blogged.
anyway, i have moved on to the next phase of life
and that is the two-years-of-every-guy's-life phase.
after i enlist, i find myself thinking about issues that are of more importance to me,
firstly being the university admission.
then i gave my future a brief thought and
i began to realise what i have been taking for granted for the past eighteen years.
university admission was a rather up and down moment for me.
well, i probably should have done more research on what each course has to offer before i decide on them but now it's too late.
BUT ... i'm not regretting the choice i made.
cause that was what i initially wanted. sooo ..
changes ..
it's constantly happening and i don't know how i've changed since i enlist.
well, i think i tame down quite a fair bit which arises from the emotional periods i had a month ago, which i hate it.
and occasionally, i have time to think.
then i will begin to think about things i took for granted and people i should have paid more attention to.
then i realised i haven't been a really good son and friend to my parents and friends.
i wished i could have spent more time with them in the past, especially my parents.
though i still have parents in my head/heart/mind, friends used to come before them.
but now, it's the reverse. parents became my priority and they would come before anything.
and then we have friends.
thinking back about the past, and things your friends would do for you,
i managed to see who's always there for me and who's worth considered as friend.
i've been thinking alot lately, important or superfluous, it's inside me.
and sometimes, you wonder how much can you handle before you can't take it anymore.
it's only when you don't have what you used to have, then you will realise the importance of it.
how true is that.
and now, i want something i potentially could have. but i let it go.
because only now, i begin to realise the importance of it and the impact of it.
mixed.
i wish my shadow could understand english. heh.
and i'm hooked to 'Last Farewell' once again.
gosh, i feel like i've grown.
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1.26 AM
30 May
howsun.
how about this ?!
HOWSUN ROCK!
DON'T YOU AGREE ?! YOU HAVE NO CHOICE BUT TO SAY YEA !
howsun finish jotting down his notes at
9:59 AM