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CHAPTER 15 : HOWSUN'S LIFE NOTES : maystar designs
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DAY & DATE : Saturday, June 26, 2010 and today is the first time, i consciously took two panadol pills. well, doctors might gave me panadol but i don't count that as panadol because they didn't tell me it's panadol. so, if i consider pills that came out from the panadol box as panadol, today is the first time. :D heh. - and then have you ever felt like you wish you didn't do something , so that some other thing wouldn't have happen, because that some other thing is making you regret that you did that something. aiya. then again, it's too late because some other thing is already happening. and you can't undo that something . ahh, forget it. - oh, i had like extremely nice food since friday and thanks to the flu and blocked nose, i ate those food without tasting them fully :( which sucks because i really enjoyed my food this week. grrr. and i feel for those people in the world who lost their taste sense, because it is a pity that they can't taste good food available in this world :( - oh , and did i mention how much i like big bang's last farewell ?! i did right ?! and i felt so ashamed when i wanted to watch their video from my ipod and i couldn't find the original one. end up watching their performance video :( booo me. - i am missing people :( - and i am so happy how nine weeks is coming to an end soon. it's bittersweet because on one hand, you're getting out of the place and then it's like over , and it's such a wonderful moment worth celebrating . and on the other hand, you miss people in there. you miss those times you went through shit. so it's like a catdog. you don't know what you are feeling ; just like whether you're being a cat or a dog. - time pass very very very quickly, with grey's anatomy :D - did something wonderful today. i spent time with my family. and then i went to visit my sister at her salon. and then i went for dinner with my parents. booked the dates. and then .... Happy birthday mummy, for being the best mama and thank you for everything you did for me, sacrifices you made and I LOVE YOU :) - howsun 11.39PM 26 June 2010
how about this ?! HOWSUN ROCK! DON'T YOU AGREE ?! YOU HAVE NO CHOICE BUT TO SAY YEA ! howsun finish jotting down his notes at 8:26 AM |