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CHAPTER 15 : HOWSUN'S LIFE NOTES : maystar designs
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DAY & DATE : Saturday, July 03, 2010 i'm so glad it's over at the same time, i feel really sad because that means i can't see my commanders that often who are really nice people. i want to thank all of them for their care and guidance for the past two months i think they are really nice among all the commanders in the company and i really appreciate all their doings. okay, by the way, i'm very tired hence, there might not be a proper flow of my post. i mean, the coherence. anyway, i'm glad things happened the way it did. i miss zulu platoon 4, the best platoon from the best company. - went out with valeons and classmates today. eclipse :) have alot of thoughts while watching it. then timbre followed by tcc. haha. great time spent. if only i understand and appreciate soccer, i might have a more enjoyable time. - i felt like a loser at a corner, loving you. it's like you made me lost confidence in myself. i choose to believe it's the hair that's the reason. but then again. thousand words that makes me feel like shit. at the same time, happy. great, what am i talking about here ? you made me lose faith in love, made me feel like nothing. perhaps it's time to stop loving you and let go. i loved you once, was still loving you. but then reality hits. that's it. i choose to think i might still stand a chance, so i continue hoping there's hope. but then .. i don't know what to feel anymore. - i need that someone who can listen to whatever i want to say , whatever that i've been keeping to myself and that person shouldn't be someone that's the person involved in my thought. - my brain isn't functioning properly. - howsun 3 July 11.59 PM
how about this ?! HOWSUN ROCK! DON'T YOU AGREE ?! YOU HAVE NO CHOICE BUT TO SAY YEA ! howsun finish jotting down his notes at 8:51 AM |