h o w s u n ((:

DAY & DATE : Sunday, May 08, 2011

WARNING :

this post consists of mere whining and complains and

it is highly encouraged that you do not continue if you can't stand

whiners and concentrated emotional issues, like me.

let's begin.

i just started watching glee recently.

it is a super good show :)

hehe, i like heather morris. she's so funny!

okay, maybe bimbos just appeals to me.

but, glee makes me emo.

gleemo.

everytime they start singing those songs about imperfections,

regarding families, relationships, friends, self-esteem, sexuality, differences and all,

never fail to make me tear.

okay, correction, cry.

i literally started weeping if it's really emotional.

i just can't help it,

it's as if they are singing the song for me,

singing how i feel.

like i feel like them.

especially those love songs,

i always relate better to the one who's singing the song, or rather, the one 'suffering' in the relation.

well, i wish i was stronger.

i almost wanted to go changi to watch the airplanes fly.

but then like abit far, so i was thinking,

maybe go esplanade there to watch the sky.

aiya, was thinking of some soul searching.

don't even know who i am now.

i always secretly hope someone's watching over me.

someone would take care of me.

someone would text me.

someone who would talk to me.

i think almost all the time i am the one who starts a text conversation :(

okay, you know that when i received your text,

i was so happy i could die.

and it almost made me crazy,

because you texted first.

thank you for the text.

i hope you have been fine.

eh, i mean you would have been.

rest well.

THIS LYRICS IS FOR YOU!

heart-felt. 100%.

I’ve been alone with you inside my mind
And in my dreams I’ve kissed your lips a thousand times
I sometimes see you pass outside my door
Hello, is it me you’re looking for?

I can see it in your eyes
I can see it in your smile
You’re all I’ve ever wanted, (and) my arms are open wide
‘Cause you know just what to say
And you know just what to do
And I want to tell you so much, I love you …

I long to see the sunlight in your hair
And tell you time and time again how much I care
Sometimes I feel my heart will overflow
Hello, I’ve just got to let you know

‘Cause I wonder where you are
And I wonder what you do
Are you somewhere feeling lonely, or is someone loving you?
Tell me how to win your heart
For I haven’t got a clue
But let me start by saying, I love you …

Hello, is it me you’re looking for?
‘Cause I wonder where you are
And I wonder what you do
Are you somewhere feeling lonely or is someone loving you?
Tell me how to win your heart
For I haven’t got a clue
But let me start by saying … I love you

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can i ask ?
do i always look angry ?
i hope i don't scare you! haha, i don't bite.
but i want to quote from mercedes :
It's called being sassy!

:D
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Had i known how i would feel about you,
how i would end up in this stage again,
how i have to be so dependent on you,
how i know it's not going to happen,
how i know you have no feelings for me at all,
I hope you didn't come into my life in the first place.
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I just read one of the funniest conversation i've "heard/seen" in my life.
Iezah and her friend owned it!
it's so funny, i had to hold my laughter cause my dad's beside me!
he will think i'm crazy if he sees me in that laughter i didn't control!
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okay, my drive to continue blogging just died.
because i feel so much better after talking to iezah! :D
thank you!
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howsun
May 08
11.14 PM

how about this ?!
HOWSUN ROCK!
DON'T YOU AGREE ?! YOU HAVE NO CHOICE BUT TO SAY YEA !
howsun finish jotting down his notes at 7:22 AM